I’ll kick off our “I’m a pagan because…” series with a little introduction on myself. I am a pantheist — you can see a bit more about just what that is here, and here.
The reason in a nutshell is logic. I was raised in an LDS church environment, but none of it ever made sense to me. I thought that we didn’t use “the lord’s” name in vain because that was the same method to start a prayer and he would be offended to get a prank call if we just kept saying his name all the time. It all had to make real and logical sense for me here in this world. And if it didn’t, why was I granted such a logical mind and why did I have to believe in something that didn’t make sense, didn’t make me feel better about myself, and didn’t seem to help me out in my day to day life?
Another aspect, as many individuals are already aware, is that I am transgender. The cognitive dissonance [or confusion] I continually felt while growing up added greatly into the reasoning for becoming pantheist. Why would a god make a mistake? Why would he make it so difficult for me to be at peace within my own body? Did other people feel the same way? I felt that a true, ordered, sane, and just universe [which I believe is possible] would never do that.
My final reasoning was that we had discovered so much about the world around us, and that most of our theories either worked out or were at least partially correct and that we could continue to embrace this aspect of existence in order to more accurately describe and understand our world. Why would I embrace a religion that denied my right to education on all aspects of life — not just the select few that benefited some rich old white guys while exempted all others from an equal share.
There are more details that could be shared, but I am keeping this post brief. Let’s open it up for discussion. Send in your reasons for becoming pantheist, pagan, wiccan, etc. We’d love to spotlight you in our group on the blog.
Contact usupagans at gmail dot com to submit your story!